Here are a few things you might not know about me:

When I was young I didn’t always feel like a girl so I got my parents to call me Jack.

Up until age 12 I excelled with numbers so much that I was the only person in my class in primary school that could work out a particular equation on a test – the teacher didn’t know how to work it out either and got me to teach it to the class. Sadly I went on to be bullied by my maths teacher at grammar school and lost all my confidence in my ability and was put into a lower maths class so that I could only achieve a B at GCSE. My new teacher seen my potential, taught me the higher maths material – two months before the exam I got moved up to the higher class, got my A and came second in the school.

It was one of my goals to reach 30 without a kid, car, house or husband. Freedom has always been important to me. I’ve never sought security in a relationship.

I still believe one day I will be a professional athlete as well as an artist.

When I was 17 I said I was going to change the world.

I’m not fearless, I’m extremely courageous. I’ve always been the captain of my own ship.

My mum said I was like a child from the military. I never had to be told to do my homework, I pushed her out the door on my first day of school, I made my own bed every day since I was 3. My teacher told her I was an academic child and that I loved to learn. I told my mum at age 7 I was going to the academy because it was the best school there was and at age 11 I got accepted.

When I was 9 my parents separated and it affected me so deeply that I started failing my mock papers in school so I took the opportunity to repeat a year in primary 6. I lost all my friends, my confidence and my home life security. Within a few months I was top of the class again. This tragedy of moving from top to bottom and back to top again happened to me more than once before 18. And it has been one of the biggest factors in nurturing the tenacity I have to keep going despite disappointment. When I want something I never give up.

I decided to be an artist in March 2005 – it was the hardest and best road I could have taken. It still challenges me more than anything ever has.

I’m the kind of person that could have done anything with my life. I excel at most things I do. I excel because of my attention to detail and dedication to achieve whatever it is I am doing. But achievement is easy, love is hard – I want to live in love and bring something to this world that it needs. I believe in love above all. There are many things I’m good at but only a few I’m passionate about – love is top of my list.

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Psychic Attack

It was 2.30am before I drifted off to sleep, praying for a good night sleep as I always do. One hour later during dream-time a large dark figure leant down towards me where I lay, reaching out in some way which felt like it was trying to grab me. I jumped so far out of bed and out of my dream-state that I ended up at the other end of the bed and turned on the light, waking up my flat-mate. Who said my screams/yells were loud enough to wake the neighbours. It could have easily been a burglar with the sounds I made and the fear I felt. I lay for a while after that with the light off but still felt afraid so I turned the light on while I lay there. I prayed out loud this time and spoke of my strength and eventually drifted off. Today I feel that this was some kind of Psychic Attack. I have to learn more about it...

By the wee-est bee

You have a diamond armour on you
with shards of fire for hair
beautiful divinely shaped body
with a crystal pure heart that
shines through your piercing blue eyes
you have colours of intense red and
electric blue energy running through your veins
a combination of truth and pure love
you are beauty, truth and love
I kneel before you

Dear Darling

The longing in your eyes never dies…
The desire in your heart to be close to me…to be mine

You kiss me slowly
And hold me gently
You envelope into my arms
And snuggle up against me

You pour out your heart to me
In all its glory…and purity
You spread your wings
Flying comes naturally

You sink into the moment
Embracing every part of it
Soaking up the sunshine of life
Letting its rays catch you
While you fall for love
of dreams, happiness, adventure…
For every chance to be alive.

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Timmy

Trailblazer of the earth
Rapidly gliding above the dirt
Shimmering, shaking with love in the air!
Challenging the people to live life – you dare.

Making rainbows in the sky
A life lived
Born to fly
Precious heart
Beloved friend…
The journey of truth
Until the end!

Inspiration to many
A special place in my heart
Creating new pathways
Your life is an art!

Thank-you for passing through
And leaving your loving glow
You came and you reminded me
To love and to grow!

You are ahead of the pack
And that is for sure…
You come and you glide,
With a heart that is pure.

You are easy to be with
Lovely to chat to too
And anyone should be grateful
Who gets to meet you….

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Bumble Bee

Bumble Bee
Take care of me
For sometimes I don’t know how…

Bumble Bee
Say you love me…
For sometimes I’m clouded with doubt.

Bumble Bee
Remind me that life’s for living and love’s for giving
Cause sometimes I forget what it’s all about!

Bumble Bee
Come fly with me
Because when I’m with you
I never want to come down…

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My darling…

Why doth your love penetrate me so?
Drilling into this heart of mine
Finding its way inside
Cupid’s arrow has me blind.
Burrowing its way into the pit of my soul
Into the light from whence I came from…

Slipping silently in sync with my light
Dancing that heavenly dance of love and delight
Butterfly bees buzzing
Kissing and cuddling
Making shapes in the silent sand
In the river banks of man
Up here we stand…
Up here we fly with out-stretched wings…

Ever-ready for flight
Come let’s fly tonight!
And never come down
Spanning the skies
Spreading love
Sprinkling beauty from up above.

Come let us love!
Rejoicing in joy
Sparkle, speckle, sprinkle…
Let us wave our magic wand
Sing our song
Play til dawn…

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Your beauty

It penetrates my soul
The essence of you…
Forever true,
Those eyes an endless blue.

Your hair flowing in the wind
That porcelain skin, lips as soft as roses
An angelic smile, please stay awhile
I long for you to dwell here…

Step forth into your spotlight
You have been running for so long
And speak the truth of love…
Sing that powerful song!
Of love and honour, courage and strength…of endless heart wealth!

Footsteps of power, eyes of love
An angelic look from up above.
A heart that shines like diamonds…
A spark that lights the night.
A fire starter from the heavens
A soul that burns so bright.

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Oh Greatest Love of All

You let me fall,
Amongst the bed of flowers
That is your heart.

Oh Greatest love of all
You stand so tall
And sing to me with softness
So that I may rest
Within the stars

Yes! Greatest love of all
You set me free
So that I may also become
The greatest love of all…
Dancing in the meadows of my own soul!

I write you a love letter
To let you know how much
You mean to me…
How much I appreciate your love…
How much I dream on daisies and sleep on clouds –
With the endless expansion that loving you brings.

I lament for your love
With a beauty that penetrates me.
I cry with joy to the heavens for a love so true and pure.
I thank the Gods for your existence…
Your love holds such power.
And within my soul
You’ve found a home –
Where the greatest love of all can dwell forever!

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Do you know that you're a healer?

We're all healers...we all heal and unlock each other. We all have the capacity to live a life in tune with our highest selves / God self - we just need to be open to guidance. And learn to reside in our hearts.

Sometimes you'll meet people who will "rub" you up the wrong way - look inside yourself and ask why you are feeling these feelings - it's likely that they are "rubbing salt" into an old wound but it is so that you can open up and heal. Learn to appreciate the wounds and allow those wounds to heal by pouring some love in there.

We all attract the lessons and people we need at the right moment so take a look around at the situations and people in your life and see where YOU are reflected in them.

I felt a push from my guides to say this today - that you are all healers - when you come from your heart you unlock your own and others potentials...

So embrace your bright light, it's beautiful.
This may not resonate with you right now and that's fine too - I'm just speaking my truth and heart.

Love and light
Lisa

Twin Soul Longing

Where have you gone my lovely?
You seem so out of sight!
My heart is aching now…
For within me you burn so bright.

Yet I know we are always one,
I crave to meet you soon –
To feel your touch, your skin and gaze…
To make your heart a home.

There is no other longing than
Longing to know your love.
There is no other aching –
That calls from up above.

For you are my true soul mate,
We have searched from the beginning of time…
To be as one, to be together…
To be yours and you to be mine!

Where have you gone my lovely?
We’ve been parted for too long.
And although I’m happy on my own –
Together we belong.

I’ve never been insecure or yearned to have a partner…
But the ache within my very soul tells a different story.
The divine wishes for me a companion to walk along the road.
So that I will always have support –
To lighten the heavy load.

For we were born for others
To bring love to the earth
Burning as one, beneath the sun.
Creating a new birth.

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